“What do you mean?” he asked softly, shifting to get a better view of your face. “What?” you mumbled without opening your eyes, turning to face him. No one had ever looked at you that way before.
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There was something in the way he looked at you that made your stomach twist into knots, or your rib cage fill with butterflies. You felt the weight of his arm draped over your stomach, his breath fanning across your neck as he let his cheek rest against his pillow, the weight of his body causing the bed to dip beside you. The sun shone through the windows, the bright beams of light burning the backs of your eyelids as you finally reached consciousness. There was no way that you didn’t care about him. You pinched your thigh, reminding yourself not to get lost as you remembered. He shook his head as well but smiled fondly, pulling you into his chest. But I sure do have some strong feelings for you,” you giggled. You shook your head slightly, your noses brushing together. “I don’t really believe in love.
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Of course you’re special.” You shot him a look and he expression went from fond to amused disbelieving. “What? You really don’t believe me?!” “You’ve always been special,” he answered, his expression softening a little. “I love you.
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It’s reserved for the ones I’m sure about.” He looked a little surprised at the question, his eyebrows furrowing, which was interesting to see being this close. “Of course I do,” he answered firmly, leaning against your forehead a little more. “In case you’ve noticed, it’s not exactly something I go around screaming. Beta yellow, you loved that color on him. “Do you really love me?” you asked, staring into his eyes. Now was not the time to be thinking about this. You rested your temple against the cool glass of the cab. Leave a message and I might get back to you.” You stayed home from work and cried, dialing his number over and over again only to receive the same message. More broken than someone who “doesn’t care” should’ve been. When you got the news, you were more broken than you expected to be. You don’t care about him anymore you reminded yourself, but there was still a nagging feeling in the back of your mind to check on him. When he didn’t call the next Friday either, you knew something was wrong. I can’t still care about him it’s been too long. Maybe he forgot today, you told yourself, although you were still trying convince yourself that you didn’t care about him anymore. You almost had to keep yourself from staying up for the call that night. Your day felt off, for some reason, until you started thinking and you finally realized: he hadn’t called. Two weeks ago, Friday, you almost waited for it. It had become so normal it had never occurred to you that, one day, he might stop calling. Use your weakness to let him suffer by himself. For some reason, you could never find it in yourself to push that green button. Somehow, you always found an excuse not to answer. I’ve missed your calls for months, it seems. As you walked out the door you caught yourself reaching for your phone, but you decided it would be better if you left it. If you didn’t leave soon, you would be late. Your all black attire was enough indication of what today was. You stared into the mirror, taking a deep breath. i don’t really know how this is gonna go so don’t be too hard on me lol thanks for reading! Notes :: this is basically how i see the song playing out in my head with derek and the reader’s relationship being the center. WARNINGS :: mentions of character death(also i haven’t fully caught up on teen wolf yet so i don’t know if this is a spoiler), swearing (probably), sadness, there’s a funeral in here, fighting/arguing, relationship problems, ignoring a spouse Request :: ((this isn’t technically a request, more of a suggestion)) Maybe a Song could help you to write about Derek Hale? Sorry by Halsey?